Why is it that today I am just so non-creative or motivated. I can only guess its the heat,,which is getting old quick. Well at least it isn't as bad here as it is up in NYC and Washington D. C.,,they are frying up there.
But today has just been very blah day for me. And to top that off,,my disc in my back has decided to act up,,so that means ice on it all day. I've tried to do some art cards,,but just can't get inspired. I wish I had some friends who lived close to me who loved doing art,,but I have none,,just my Mom. I mean I love having Mom close by and doing art with me,,but lately my step-father has been having some health issues,,and also has a jealousy issue about me. He never was this way up till the last 2 years,,and now,,he just seems to have a problem with me and Mom being close and doing things together. It really makes her feel bad,,and it does me too. I dont' know if its because he has such bad diabetes that it has affected his mind or what. But it really puts a damper on our fun together. And other than her,,I have no really close friends. The only other close friend that I had was my neighbor who lived next door, but she moved about 60 miles away last August,,and don't get to see her much.
I just miss having close friends to hang with and talk too.
Ok,,enough wah wahing,,and having a pity party,,lol. I guess its just the inferno heat thats got me in this frump.
They say a little cooler by the week-end,,I sure hope so. I want Kyle and Kalyn to come out and visit,,but they seem pretty busy with their lives right now too.
Mom and I were going to have some stamping friends over at her house on saturday,,but then my step dad had to have a cataract removed yesterday and he hasn't been real stable,,so Mom decided to cancel. So nothing to really look forward to this week-end either. Oh well,,maybe my back will feel better tomorrow,,and maybe my Muse will get more creative,,,I sure hope so.